I'm in ROTC at school, and my 1st year in it was a blast! I had sooo much fun, maybe because my sister was there....maybe not. Anyways we joined the drill team and I loved it. The sensation of being completely focused,, it was amazing. Now it's my 2nd year and I feel out of place, like I shouldn't be there. It feels so strange 'cause i'm so used to smiling at everyone there but now it just feels wrong! Im not in the team right now but the instructors keep trying to convice me. I ask myself, what should I do? I still like it but its so different now. Am I the only one being left behind? I really don't know anymore!. Should I at least try? Or should I move on?
